so u see, life's like this....
u get haunted by memories
no matter how hard u try... u just can't deny ur past...

man's creation is nt a result of his intelligence but his stupidity....
we would have been much happier w.o emails tt requires our immediate attention, sms tt have to be replied asap... we've lost the feeling of waiting, & we've lost the sense of learning to hope for e better too...
but ironically, we've grown cynical of those who stubbornly hold on to e believe tt they do nt need hps, emails & other modern inventions for this simple reason that he's so out of place... so here in smirking at other people's foolishness, we've forgetten that we in fact are no better than him...

e most fascinating thing, is tt we always think we're a notch higher than others, telling others what they should do & shld nt do, e absurd thing is that we always end up making e same mistakes... if nt more ridiculous ones... i wld be here telling u to learn how to understand others more, & instead of being angry with them, look inside urself & see where the fault lies instead... yet now i'm angry with myself & e person for reasons i cannot say... & i would have known better where e fault lies & what the solution to problem is... but i can't help turning a blind eye to it in a pathetic attempt run away...

call me stupid, call me blind
and e only thing i wanna do is live a lie
and yeah it rhymes....

人就因为在活得轰轰烈烈，死得热热闹闹，才足以叫做人生。难道我们在这短暂的人生里，就一定要留下足迹，证明自己活得有价值，对社会有贡献，才算是一个充实的生活吗？那快乐呢？就把快乐忽略了吗？这一切的一切的牺牲，为何就偏偏要牺牲了快乐呢？难道，这就是他人所谓的公平吗？
为芝麻小事而愁，为成绩流泪，为朋友烦恼，为未来担忧，为过去郁闷，为现在苦恼，这世界还真的值得我留恋啊。。。

i am happy.... i truly am happy....


Keith Urban - Days Go By Lyrics

I'm changing lanes
I'm talking on the phone
I'm drivin' way to fast
And the interstate's jammed with
Gunners like me afraid of coming in last
But somewhere in the race we run
We're coming undone

Days go by
I can feel 'em flying
Like a hand out the window in the wind as the cars go by
It's all we've been given
So you better start livin' right now
'Cause days go by

Out on the roof just the other night
I watched the world flash by
Headlights, taillights running through a river of neon signs
But somewhere in the rush I felt
We're losing ourselves

Days go by
I can feel 'em flying
Like a hand out the window in the wind as the cars go by
It's all we've been given
So you better start livin' right now
'Cause days go by

We think about tomorrow then it slips away
We talk about forever but we've only got today