Sunday, February 27, 2011
Saturday, February 26, 2011
i think what's really scary about u and me
is that sometimes i emphatise with u too much
cus i think we share the same pain
i become really selfish
i take life for granted.
n seek for easier ways out to end my pain.
Friday, February 25, 2011
u cldn't give me a reply
u just kept asking if i was ur bff.
if u haf no friggin idea wad's a bff, den why do u want it?
because they haf it in sex n the city? where bffs come at ur beck n call?
if it makes u happy.
haf fun facebooking.
for e slightest reason
maybe for no reason at all
it's as if we're e happiest person on earth
what a joke
when i was reflecting on who i really am
i've come to the conclusion that i'm a damn emo shithead
look at my blog. LOL
9 out of 10 entries are emo verbal diarrhoea.
fail max. hahahaa
Thursday, February 24, 2011
When I was 5 years old, my mom always told me that happiness was the key to life. When I went to school, they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up. I wrote down “happy.” They told me I didn’t understand the assignment and I told them they didn’t understand life.
“I’ve learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. I’ve learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights. I’ve learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you’ll miss them when they’re gone from your life. I’ve learned that making a “living” is not the same thing as making a “life.” I’ve learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance. I’ve learned that you shouldn’t go through life with a catcher’s mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw something back. I’ve learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision. I’ve learned that even when I have pains, I don’t have to be one. I’ve learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back. I’ve learned that I still have a lot to learn. I’ve learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.”
— Maya Angelou
i find myself smiling like a retard whenever i see the clear skies dotted with these tiny little bright white lights
they never fail to remind u
how small u are
how amazing it is be alive out of the ten thousand unknowns out there
and tucked in some corner of my heart i desperately want to believe
that they remember the names of those who have passed before us.
n in the dark skies watching over me
n in the infiniteness of constellation
i am one of u
I stood upon that silent hill
And stared into the sky until
My eyes were blind with stars and still
I stared into the sky.
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Monday, February 21, 2011
Saturday, February 19, 2011
Monday, February 14, 2011
lost it a little today.
didn't know it until much later when i started to spiral out of control
everyone starts to message me n i got a little confused.
den e things u said started going on in a little replay mode.
it usually wldn't hurt but it's exceptionally painful n loud now.
i can't rmb e words exactly, but it's painful
still a little irrational now
indulging in self pity. loads of it.
this is bad.
Thursday, February 10, 2011
Wednesday, February 02, 2011
i had a revelation...
u shldve known better
than again, call it a woman's instinct.
e surprising thing is that i dun really feel much at all.
maybe all along, i wasn't really expecting much out of this.
i'm getting used to the jokes n what nots.
n ultimately what i needed to sort out was that stubborn feeling in my heart.
now i know that i can control these
the path in front of me seems clearer
all along my head n heart had been working fine
if it worked once, it'll definitely work again
and finally i decided that i wasn't lying to myself anymore =)