i had a revelation...
u shldve known better
than again, call it a woman's instinct.
e surprising thing is that i dun really feel much at all.
maybe all along, i wasn't really expecting much out of this.
i'm getting used to the jokes n what nots.
n ultimately what i needed to sort out was that stubborn feeling in my heart.
now i know that i can control these
the path in front of me seems clearer
all along my head n heart had been working fine
if it worked once, it'll definitely work again
and finally i decided that i wasn't lying to myself anymore =)