Monday, November 26, 2007


HAHAHA! ciao!



i m currently hooked on to...

華麗なる一族 (木村 拓哉/成宮 寛貴)

花ざかりの君たちへ aka 花樣少年少女 (小栗旬)

HERO (木村 拓哉/ 松たか子)

2046 (木村 拓哉 etc)

Taegukgi: the Brotherhood of War (won bin/Jang Dong Gun)
HAHAAHA. 帅哥帅哥everywhere!

ja mata! 26 Nov - 3 Dec 2007

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

i'm srry to disappoint

i think working & earning my own money has made me realise tt things dun really come as easy as i expect it to be.

and it has made me less apologetic to e world

in fact, i don't think i owe u anything

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational person with a good deal of balance in your life.
Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal.
You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself.

If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope

It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog

haha, quite true for e last part, i hog e bed, even my sister's one XD okkkaayyy, i was supposed to feel guilty XD hehehehe

Thursday, November 15, 2007

my shrink says get a life

my shrink (actually it's just my colleague lar, HAHA) tells me to get a bf before i become a full time teacher. but my point is, ISIT TT EASY???

anyway, i've this habit of talking to myself, in my head, alot. so i wld hear myself screaming to myself everyday, HELLO, AREN'T U DEAD YET? ARE U DEAD YET?? but of course this wld also be referring to some of e dearest ppl i know as well.

& my lovely korean kid has been getting into his mood swings lately. my sis thinks my relationship with him is getting to be all kinda of weird cus it's like bf & gf quarreling. HAHA. heck. he's just becoming more attention seeking. i think studying overseas makes u all kuku in e head.

but honestly, i'm nt really e social kind of shit. i stay @ home & play computer games. & learn hiragana, which i've been learning for e past few months while others take just wks. heck, i've been BUSY playing ok??

damn, someone just date me for badminton and make me happy lar.

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

homeland & ctry of residence

when conducting a NE survey today with my students today, my form teacher was asking e students abt e 5 NE messages in Singapore and if they strongly agreed with it.

when it came to e part of...
We must ourselves defend Singapore.

my korean student enthusiastically raised up his hand because he said tt singapore is a beautiful place & this is where he's living now.

"what if korea attacked singapore? wld u still defend singapore?"
his hands froze in midair and he became troubled.

"i'll go tell korea nt to attack Singapore lor" he said with uncertainty

"u think so easy meh" his singaporean partner sitting nxt to him mocked him

i asked him again,
"what if singapore attacks korea? wld u help singapore or korea?"
he started to lower his hands...

"aiyar! dun confuse him lar." my form teacher cut in before i cld say anymore and counted him as strongly agree to We must ourselves defend Singapore.
we have foreigners coming into singapore everyday, even more receiving singapore citizenship once they do well for their exams. "singapore is where we call home" or seemingly patriotic headlines as such are splashed across the news papers as they interview families after families of foreigners.
yet there's always one thing in common
it's always the govt they praise, the clean environment of our "garden city" blah blah blah

of course they like singapore, they're earning big bucks! the govt is granting citizenship like it's no big deal , & life here is better.
who cares abt singaporeans living in the lower end of the income line? we're just going to die off someday. why bloody hell care? *snorts*

Sunday, November 11, 2007

it's like...

sometimes i wld just be hit by pangs of fear, & then this inner voice telling me, u see, eventually, u'll be alone....

it's just as e lyrics said
Because I don't know you anymore
I don't recognise this place
The picture frames have changed
And so has your name
We don't talk much anymore

How do you redefine something that never really had a name?

Has your opinion changed?

paboo songsaenim

it's only when u feel that u've done enough is when u've not done enough
& when u actually think that u're the most decent human being ard, u're actually an asshole.

so judging from e "equation" that i've formed above, everything is always the opposite of what u truly are.
which is what i feel is the "truth" to how this sucky lovely world functions.

so using the equation above, this is what i think of myself...
i am an asshole
i tried my best for my A lvls.

wadever.... i hate being a woman with PMS. wtf. can we just be females without e fluctuating hormonal periods shits and live our lives happy without e freaking mood swings?
whoever said tt humans are e cleverest of all things made by god must be an asshole.
animals don't self multilate
animals don't declare war on each other using nuclear weapons
animals don't cause environmental damage to the earth
animals don't study books, take exams and as a result die of exams
animals can have multiple sex partners and be homosexual without flouting any laws in e animal kingdom.
animals don't play badminton. so they don't feel depressed.

so u noe wad, e creation of humans was a big mistake.
and yar lar, i'm feeling depressed cus my badminton skills suck & thus i embarrass myself in front of my colleagues. AND THIS REASON IS SO STUPID TT U SHLD LAUGH AT ME. HAHA

and i don't noe how to improve my engrish. suxs man. i'm finding a thousand and one reasons to be depressed. HAHA

and my cbox is outdated. depressed again.

and i haven't bought my laptop. depressed again.

so meanwhile, i'm spent my depressing PMS days playing with sims2, going extra high when i ctrl my sims to have affairs, get burnt and die frm e fire, get eaten up by plants, i really have nthing else to do.

and i haven't learnt korean yet!!! i can't communicate with my korean kid!!! so far frm my few crash courses i've attended by forcing my kid to teach me a korean word before i speak to him, i've only learnt
1. bo-go-ship-da - i miss u
2. pae-go-pa - hungry
3. sa-rang-hae - i love u
4. song sae nim - teacher
5. ah puh - pain
6. an-ja - sit
7. chu-yong-yi-hae - keep quiet
8. pa-boo -stupid
9. chae-bal - please
10. chu-sae-yoh - please give me
11. kamsahamnida - thank you
12. gung gang ha sae yoh - be healthy
13. chin-gul - friend
14. yak suk - promise
15. anneonghasaeyoh - hello

it is now 3.00am. i have 1 more wk of employment. i am officially insane.

Friday, November 09, 2007

i am happy

the only good thing abt being crazy, is tt u're narcissitic, & that being narcissitic will somehow make u see light in this world.

i am happy

i am happy

i am happy


btw, anyone interested in buying the 3 LORD OF THE RINGS extended version vcd???!!! i'm desperate for a buyer!!! PLEASEEEE HELP!