& when u actually think that u're the most decent human being ard, u're actually an asshole.
so judging from e "equation" that i've formed above, everything is always the opposite of what u truly are.
which is what i feel is the "truth" to how this
so using the equation above, this is what i think of myself...
i am an asshole
i tried my best for my A lvls.
wadever.... i hate being a woman with PMS. wtf. can we just be females without e fluctuating hormonal periods shits and live our lives happy without e freaking mood swings?
whoever said tt humans are e cleverest of all things made by god must be an asshole.
animals don't self multilate
animals don't declare war on each other using nuclear weapons
animals don't cause environmental damage to the earth
animals don't study books, take exams and as a result die of exams
animals can have multiple sex partners and be homosexual without flouting any laws in e animal kingdom.
animals don't play badminton. so they don't feel depressed.
so u noe wad, e creation of humans was a big mistake.
and yar lar, i'm feeling depressed cus my badminton skills suck & thus i embarrass myself in front of my colleagues. AND THIS REASON IS SO STUPID TT U SHLD LAUGH AT ME. HAHA
and i don't noe how to improve my engrish. suxs man. i'm finding a thousand and one reasons to be depressed. HAHA
and my cbox is outdated. depressed again.
and i haven't bought my laptop. depressed again.
so meanwhile, i'm spent my depressing PMS days playing with sims2, going extra high when i ctrl my sims to have affairs, get burnt and die frm e fire, get eaten up by plants, i really have nthing else to do.
and i haven't learnt korean yet!!! i can't communicate with my korean kid!!! so far frm my few crash courses i've attended by forcing my kid to teach me a korean word before i speak to him, i've only learnt
1. bo-go-ship-da - i miss u
2. pae-go-pa - hungry
3. sa-rang-hae - i love u
4. song sae nim - teacher
5. ah puh - pain
6. an-ja - sit
7. chu-yong-yi-hae - keep quiet
8. pa-boo -stupid
9. chae-bal - please
10. chu-sae-yoh - please give me
11. kamsahamnida - thank you
12. gung gang ha sae yoh - be healthy
13. chin-gul - friend
14. yak suk - promise
15. anneonghasaeyoh - hello
it is now 3.00am. i have 1 more wk of employment. i am officially insane.