BAM!

lost it a little today.

didn't know it until much later when i started to spiral out of control

everyone starts to message me n i got a little confused.

den e things u said started going on in a little replay mode.

it usually wldn't hurt but it's exceptionally painful n loud now.

i can't rmb e words exactly, but it's painful

still a little irrational now

indulging in self pity. loads of it.

this is bad.