lost it a little today.
didn't know it until much later when i started to spiral out of control
everyone starts to message me n i got a little confused.
den e things u said started going on in a little replay mode.
it usually wldn't hurt but it's exceptionally painful n loud now.
i can't rmb e words exactly, but it's painful
still a little irrational now
indulging in self pity. loads of it.
this is bad.