my modem is so screwed tt i haf to put e modem wire in the fridge to cool it before it can connect online....

流水帐....

昨天到了莱初去看他们的“翠谷”，还挺不错的，演员的素质比去年的好很多，只是那剧情有点拖泥带水，还真让人想睡觉。在那还碰见了WL呢....
going out with jj is always great though most i'm e time i act bimbotic with them like always whining that i dun haf a bf or i wld pretend to gush abt any guys on e rd (even those ah peks..) to piss them off...haha... oh haha & she gave me earrings too... but 1 thing i didn't understand was that she gave me 3 earrings... as in nt 3 pairs... just 3.. haha... dun ask me why... XD
ohh... & tt lynn was there too... haha... i heard someone calling lynn & then there was this familiar voice sounding quite a distance away.... cedar's girls are so fine tuned to cheering that we even apply it to talking... hurhurhur...
synergy is today.... wanted to go actually but don't think my mum would allow... i haven even told her abt njc & vjc CLDDS drama nite.... she's so going to kill me when e time comes...

sometimes... i just wish i could live w/o u hovering ard in my life....

HL milk's bday is coming....

maybe i shld just look like life more differently.... i need to move forward despite all this....

re·li·gion

1. 1. Belief in and reverence for a supernatural power or powers regarded as creator and governor of the universe.
   2. A personal or institutionalized system grounded in such belief and worship.
2. The life or condition of a person in a religious order.
3. A set of beliefs, values, and practices based on the teachings of a spiritual leader.
4. A cause, principle, or activity pursued with zeal or conscientious devotion.

the world is made up of definitions, & it is also because of definitions that we are able to discuss abt smthing w.o having to first state our stand like what we always do in gp essays.
yet when some definitions become too broad or diverse, people tend to disagree... because of different beliefs, different mentalities... and the list goes on...

i've been trying to look for answers recently, & ended up getting more confused then ever... what is right or wrong? which path should i take after i've made a decision, or after a certain crisis strikes... these things are always on my mind....

maybe i just needed to get my definitions straight....

if u ask me, my reason for not giving a clear stand is a result of various considerations & undeniably a accumulation of factors....

we define our lives by the way we react to our surroundings.... to put it simply, life is what we make of it....
so much so that when a different definition is brought up by another we would want to understand why he/she has come to that conclusion because by doing so, we can then understand & accept their mentality & thus have a clearer picture of who they are...

a definition is a accumulation of past experiences, it changes with time but it also contributes to how we look at life.... in other words, u actually call these definitions ur views, ur moral values, ur beliefs.....

so when we actually apply this definitions to life, we can actually see it in action frm the way we make friends too... u don't expect me nor any anti bimbos to actually be acquainted with one, because the common topic is just not there... how can u even maintain a conversation with one talking abt cosmetics & gushing abt cute guys while the other wishes to talk abt her views on how interesting life can be... if things don't match, then they just don't, it doesn't work out.... it just apply to all aspects of life, from chemistry to just basic human relationships...

so it's nt really tt complicated after all....