it's nt tt..

it's nt tt i'm angry, sad, betrayed or whatever u wish to call it...
i've simply given up on harping things tt waste my energy & is nt conducive to my mental state of health...
i'm swear... i feel nthing at all, in fact i dun even wish to think abt it.... nt like it doesn't hurt but who cares... so what is the REAL TRUTH? does it even bother me? sure it affects some realationships but the problem is i refuse to & can't be bothered...
the point here is simply : I CAN'T BE BOTHERED...

dun get me wrong... this still means alot to me.... maybe i'm just choosing to run away as usual... but i guess the most basic thing is i don't really know how to react.... i don't know what to say... & i'm just doing all this things subconciously until my dear friend scribbled furiously on the paper to remind of it... i swear.... i swear i really don't know & i don't mean to....

i don't know whether this is right or wrong... i need to find my aunt agony...

anyway, we've created a new religion during GP...

it's called

mintology

(in case u're wondering who e min refers to... it refers to e min da ren of da chang jin... )
some background info of mintology
it was created with e interest of all NS guys in mind... since min da ren is a high ranking official who does good for e ppl, we've decided that if guys pray to this diety, they will be blessed with a gd life in NS plus a high chance of striking rich in e official world....
not forgetting the poor gfs of these NS guys who will be w.o their bfs for 2 years, gfs can also pray to min da ren for their bfs...

the religious prayer wld be: ONARA (yeah... u guys shld know this song, with its distinctive korean music & lyrics)

offerings that wld please min da ren
for guys:
beard shavings... as u know, min da ren needs to maintain his very nice goatee so u guys gotta contribute smthing tt e girls dun haf... so for guys who don't have goatees or beards, too bad... go buy it or smthing...

for gfs:
kimchi offering wld be good.... min da ren is nt picky but he loves kimchi made with changjin's love so u gotta haf that skill... go watch da chang jin to learn or smthing... but yar... kimchi offerings u get me?


sooo.... prayyyyyyyy to meeeeee.....