i had wanted to slp at 10pm... sighx

i spend most of my life
1. searching for things that i've misplaced
2. wondering what my next day will be like
3. thinking abt what wld be my ideal relatipnship with a guy/girl (okok i'm bombotic, kill me)
4. feeling distressed over nt being able to complete my hmwrk successfully
5. missing things that i cannot get back
6. blogging

i shld seriously do smthing abt my state of mental health. there are times if i wonder i'll just lose control & kill myself in e most ridiculous way possible.

i'm losing ctrl~~~~~

btw did i tell u i hate ppl who lie?!!! FUCK OFF SHITHEADS!!!!!!!!!!!!