i did this oscar crap.
and wanna noe wad i'm suited for?

town planner..........................

o.o

WILL SOMEONE HACK ME WITH A PARANG OR SMTHING? *HYSTERIA*

ok but i realised that i love the jobs that matched well with my interest as compared to jobs that match well with my abilities.
according to them, my abilities are inclined towards the technical stuff while my interest is inclined to the human interaction etc....

Monthly income (approximate) for a town planner: $2,500

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..... i wan big bucks man, i need to travel round the world...

i walked home from sch today.... it's been a while since i last walked home frm sch... let's see, 1 yr plus? the only difference is that it took 10 mins last time, now it took 40mins. sighx...

test was horrible as usual.. i couldn't recall the points that i've memorised. fucking shit. i so hate my brain...

friday is coming!!!!!! ok i noe this is abit sua ku but who cares man. it's been like quite a while since i ate gd fd okayyyyyyy... can't blame me... i wanna eat marche too.. but the place has food made of gold... i can't afford it... maybe i shld negotiate with my mum, like since i save ur $110 by nt going fullerton, can i go marche and spend half of it instead? *evil grin* but then it makes no difference does it? or maybe i shldn't pay the 110 & follow my friend to fullerton, she eats the food, i'll stay in the toilet. does that arrangement work out? i mean the toilet there is nice! trust me, i would gladly have that as my bedroom as compared to my own bedroom XD i loveeeee fullerton toilets!!!!!

sometimes i wonder how much more lessons cld i have learnt from a sentence when i've come to a definite judegement & wish to analyze no more. i wonder if these same chunk of sentence wld mean a totally different thing altogether a few years frm now.is there a limit to how many hidden msges a sentence can contain? or was it humans who created the hidden msges that weren't meant to be there in the first place?

why do people keep holding on to this belief that someday we will open up to a specific idea? doesn't all things have an end? what is wrong in believing in what is not the norm? because u don't understand? i wonder...

society is littered with mines...
if u didn't realise, bribery is one solid eg of a mine. ppl don't go around blatently to ask for bribe, u're expected to know what is expected of u to know. if u act blur, or if u aren't clever enough to sniff it out, u only get hurt by igniting it... i've witness bribery before. at that point of time i felt like slashing the guy who started extorting the money from us, i just felt that it wasn't fair that he should target us out of all ppl. but hey, since u're already targeted, live with it, learn how to get out of this shit, learn how to avoid it, learn to be street wise.

sometimes i think life is a computer game. like harvest moon. u give flowers, chocolates & wine to win somebody's fair heart, but once u stop doing what u're expected to do, ur complicated tangle of human relations starts to fall apart, people start avoiding u till u learn how to pick up these pieces from where u've left off and continue to establish them...

i guess the problem with freedom of speech is that we tend to nt be able to draw a line b/w freedom to express & what it is to respect...

"Only two things are infinite, the universe and human stupidity, and I'm not sure about the former." --Albert Einstein

"Faith is a cop-out. It is intellectual bankruptcy. If the only way you can accept an assertion is by faith, then you are conceding that it can't be taken on its own merits."
-- Dan Barker Former evangelist, author, critic