e good thing abt bein human is that there are no 2 ppl tt is exactly e same
e bad thing abt bein human is tt there isn't a exact formula tt u can follow to bring up a perfect person...
& it get's so tiring sometimes... trying to search for smthing u know don't exist....or tt it may exist.
to get back into a shell.... to try to get back into something that does exist, but doesn't have enough space to contain e past....
the future is always more powerful than e past because u're given e power of choice in e future while u're only allowed to regret abt something in e past...
it's so ironic that i'm becoming a person i don't want to be
or maybe it's by coming into contact with that person do i realise who i truly am?

we all need to run away sometimes... into something unreal... from e pain, e sorrow, e anger, e hurt, e things that try to drown us out... why are we both stuck in a situation where we lose control of things we used to control with ease? or have we forgotten how much tears & anger have we given up for e results we have achieved? what happened to u? what happened to me? or is it only me?

it's no use trying to be strong... because ultimately, what u maintain is only an image...
i am who i am... this is what we always say... and this where we're always lost too...
at this point of time where u realise that everything has become a burden, & living too has become a chore.... what have u truly lost? hope?

in our relentless pursuit for ans, everything else becomes a burden, a burden u so wish to throw away... but when u do arrive at the ans... what do u get?

why must we always go on like this?