MY FUCKING MUM CAN GO TO HELL
fuck fuck fuck
what the hell... what the hell
she wants me to study now!? NOW...who the hell in the right mind is fucking studying now... u tell me okay!
i'm already not going to get a hol job, what the hell do u fuckingly want?
i told u i need a break, i'm telling everyone i need a fucking long break
LEAVE ME ALONE!! I MEAN IT! FUCkING HELL LEAVE ME ALONE!

i want to know what is going on.... i dun wanna do never ending proposals, i dun wanna study for now, i dun wanna do my 2 pws, i just wanna get my life back....

crying in solitude.... i smile... a pitiful one...

~I would have you smile, not grief for those whose time has come