if there's anything i want to do now, it is to stand in the middle of the bloody field & scream

SHUTUP!!!!!!!!!!!

o.O

chee is nt in sch today...
yes i am depressed for no reason... emotional mood swings.... gahx....
and now i start missing everybody...i feel like a dancing chicken *no link* hohoho

i wonder if there would be less suicide cases if each of us had a device that could measure how many ppl thought of us today... maybe we would be more aware of how much we're loved by others that we wont do selfish acts tt hurt those who think of u everyday... maybe if we're more aware of how much we're being loved that we won't feel so lonely & think that nobody cares when u feel depressed for no godamnit reason...

does a observant person equates to maturity? do u think i'm childish?
i am who i think i am... it makes alot of sense if u look at it from the point of self respect, but then if i don't think of myself as childish, does tt mean i'm mature? or maybe it's my insecurities that make me feel so small & abandoned sometimes...