想问问你，还记得你对蓝色的钟爱吗？你说，蓝色象征着纯洁，象征着无限的包容和温暖，就像蓝天，大海，宽阔无边。蓝色象征着刚中带柔。你要我记得，蓝色就象征着我俩的友谊，也提醒我要坚强，要懂得在适当的时候放下心中的担子，好让自己喘口气，让自己开心。你要我明白，不管我们以后发生什么事，只要这世上有天空，大海，有蓝色，就不许我说我是孤独的，因为你会永远的伴着我，不让我再孤独了。
have there ever been points in you life where u wished that you could back track & go back to who you were before...
maybe it's because i'm hating myself more...
have there been points in you life where you wished that you've never met someone?
that because the relationship has become so complicated that even you loose sight of it & pray very hard that it was as simple as before...
how much do you mean to me? how much do i mean to you?how much have u changed my life? how much have i changed ur life?
do we even know? or do we even care? there are somethings that we don't know, that we wish so much to get an ans but the search for it so far has been futile...
there are moments where i felt this impulse to confess, & yet was held back due to numerous reasons...there were alot of this moments....

and i wish i knew why...

~I would have you smile, not grief for those whose time has come