mood: i need love..
msn nick: Mamoru mono ga nai yo~it's been a while since i felt loved.
a lot of cute guys on tv right now... haix....
i need a life, i wanna go get a life....
been slacking, not studying...
of all things said, of what have i done?
maybe i wasn't meant for u,
maybe we weren't meant to be...
as i tread on the road of life
i feel so lost, i feel so small..
yet all u know is to comment
and make no effort to offer aid
i need u, where are u?
call teenagers apathtic but i think because we aren't expected to think but to just bury our heads in books, get good grades, get a job, serve the freaking government, get benefits, ignore the despotic government rule, & hopefully not get any illness when retiring cause the existance of the medishield is equals to that of not having one, then hopefully die a peaceful death without the help of any assisted aid...
in fact, we've become so void of emotions, feelings that all we're left with are the most undesirable human traits, power hungry, materialistic, selfish... or am i just being paranoid & melancholy again. everything in this world alone is fake... beauty, looks, her people, even babies are made by science but and not conceived natural way...
i always what was the world before this, or maybe it was equally as artificial as well....
how well do i know myself... or maybe that's all i need to know abt myself, stupid, simple & even more stupidity...
~I would have you smile, not grief for those whose time has come
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