Monday, September 18, 2006
thoughts of a brainless shit
People are like stained-glass windows.
They sparkle and shine when the sun is out,
but when the darkness sets in,
their true beauty is revealed only if there is a light from within.
i always wondered what it meant to be resilient
does being resilient mean that u wld by all means prevent things tt hurt u frm happening again?
or does it mean that u do nthing abt it but wld be expected to be strong if u'r hurt.
since u know u'll be hurt by it in e first place, why nt prevent it?
but by preventing it are u denying urself of any chance that things wld happen that wld be out of ur expectations. maybe even better than u've expected.
society has taught me tt it doesn't pay to be kind. society has taught me tt ppl make promises so as break them. society has taught me that it is a place filled with fucking bastards, who knows, i'm just one of those too.
anyway, nthing is making sense now adays. i read on ST interview with this religious figure tt if u read porn, u're most probably possesed by satan or smthing. interesting...
my family is preparing for my sis's PGA ceremony thing. i didn't noe my dad can look handsome in a longue suit. & my mum looks darn pretty too. URGH. i was hoping tt e president wldn't be such a shithead & allow e whole family to attend e ceremony but i guess he is just a shithead so it can't be helped.
anyway, my tolerance for whiny voices is very low recently but obviously someone doesn't get it. bleahx.
oh anyway e novena church saga is bothering me alot recently. haha. don't noe why. maybe it's because my mum was suggesting tt i go novena church & chill after my As or smthing. my sis was suggesting st andrews cathedral but i went there before.
"This life's dim windows of the soul
Distorts the heavens from pole to pole
And leads you to believe a lie
When you see with, not through, the eye."
William Blake, The Everlasting Gospel