i wish for my 20th birthday
to drop dead from fatigue while teaching maths, & scare the shit out of my kids and make e teachers regret ever treating a untrained teacher in such a way.
& hence my birthday wish, and i secretly hope it comes true. o.o
& they always say be careful for what u wish for....
i know my colleagues have been through worse, but i just can't help feeling that all these is just crap. & i'm so scared i'll flunk e shit. oh god please come soon may with moi uni/nie letter and take me away away away