what have i gotten myself into....

i lost my pillar of support on friday, i cried twice in front of the one i owe too much....
i died on saturday and sunday
i revived on monday
to hurt 2 more people.... did i? i think i did.... what am i doing here now? shedding crocodile tears?
see me shed then... see the tears of a hypocrite & despise me all u want... i am as u said... a pig head.... i am stupid & inconsiderate....

simin is a naughty girl....
go away i don't need u....
wait wait... i was just...
door slams....
emotional...
now.... i am truly alone........

blue

~I would have you smile, not grief for those whose time has come