2nd entry for the night....
kinda of lame... but i have to hmmm... crap...lolx
it's been a while since i've been philosophical abt life and life's reasons whatever that is related to it...
maybe because i've been alone most of the time and the only thoughts in my mind are study and sleep... which is good in many sense cause i've brain washed myself to simplify the functions of the human mind to 2 basic requirements in order to sustain it... see the wonders of education in singapore...
i wonder how kids in china survive.... like us? do they have a life? i realised more ppl around me are getting increasingly sadistic... it's sad, to see young people being tormented over results assingments projects... and if all these things are taken away from them suddenly, they lose focus, they become lost... they've lost the will to enjoy and feel life... the real life that was given to us when we are first born, to connect with everything that is around us... to be at least human...
what is studies to you?
results? grades? better salary job? better future? what?!
everything above applies to me.... in fact, the word fulfillment has never once appeared in my mind when i asked myself this question while trying to stay awake in the er hum... toilet at 6.30am in the morning..
what are we working so hard for? the advancement and betterment of human race? for survival? for singapore? for a porsche? a mercedes? a big house with big swimming pools and gardens?
suddenly all these things sound like crap....

~I would have you smile, not grief for those whose time has come