i think i've reached a point where i've been feeling really empty inside.
it's come to a point where i stare at cars on e road n wish i was dead
or think that cutting myself is ok because it doesn't hurt anyone.
i need a time out from life.
from stalking ppl on facebook, to posting on my public blog on msn
i need to stop seeking attention
i need time to look within and reflect.
something which i've nt done for really long.
and this blog here will continue to be my own little corner in the cybernet where i seek solace n find meaning as to why i'm still alive.
maybe nthing's much gonna change.
maybe i'll still be the same
i don't noe.
i don't really wanna worry anymore.