i dont know how to make sense of events that are currently happening in my life rite now
i've been pretty aggressive towards ppl, stubborn, irritating and loud and i'm sure e list goes on.
and i'm started to hate myself for it. i dun like e person i'm changing into... or maybe i was already like tt in e past?
maybe i'm too self absorbed... thinking that everything was alrite when it wasn't.
i'm currently playing with fire. and i think i'm going to get burnt
and i don't think i'm making any sense.
i shld shutup, i shld be a good follower and accept e leader, i shld keep things to myself and not be loud cus it pisses ppl off. i shld be more responsible...
i dun like myself... how?