We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars.

We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars.

-Oscar Wilde

saw this when i was looking for a pict of stars...

“No one can serve two masters. Either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and Money. Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. ” - Matthew 5:24-25

it's just interesting. oh well. anyway, my P2 korean student found out tt i'm nt a Christian & insisted tt i go to a church with him. i just found out recently tt most of e koreans are Christians so i wldn't be surprise. just kinda of, amused? or it just set me thinking abt things as he fervently insisted tt i pray to god & go to church with him or i will go to a bad place (he doesn't know what is hell & heaven in eng yet.) somehow i just sat there & smiled @ him as he started making me promise him.

tml will be my first day of unemployment. i have a whole list of things to do, appealing, continue learning my malay & japanese hiragana, teaching tuition, playing computer games, watching dramas & wad have u.

anyway, if u're nt aware, i'm rejected frm both unis & with e recent closure of UNSW uni in singapore, it will mean tt those people who initially applied for UNSW wld now have to apply to NUS & NTU = more competition = less chances for me = wadever

i've yet to go round making a public announcement of my rejection frm both unis yet. ppl will start comforting me & ask if i'm ok when i really don't know. i really am grateful for all e concern. it's not tt i don't care. it's just tt i've reached a point where i see no pt in being upset over things i cannot get. there are alot of regrets & sadness & all e wad have u rubbish but i realise tt life just goes on. i still have to work & make money & do e best i can while enjoying whatever life has in store. it just sucks not being able to get high paying jobs & crap but i guess as long as i don't starve to death, i just want to be happy. for now.