i need to get used to this

i need to get used to this

having to get used to choked up voices when u call over the phone, the hysteria alternating between my mum n my sis

the older one will cry abt my brother's schwork
the younger one will cry abt her r/s

well i can't complain, they were there for me when i ran into problems with the live in terror. after i cut myself tt is. LOL.
just that the crying really makes u depressed, helpless n angry.

lol sucky daughter/sister

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i want to be a celt

in my alternate life

donned in white

on the cliffs at sky's end

overlooking the heavens and earth

singing n dancing my heart out

u are free n looking retarded at e same time. WHAHAHA