24th dec
christmas eve

u called

u cried

after tt i just lost weight

had asthma/panic attck

couldn't slp

it's as if i was going thru e breakup

haha.

i'm just scared that u might just decide to go back to the way things were.

n why can't u just stop talking to her.

that's how bad that fear is.

fuck this.

i'm srry i dun understand :(