e idea of relationships is weird
it's unimaginably indescribably weird.
maybe because i'm just gay & i fall in love with things that are non-existent aka jdrama actors/actresses
of course e idea image everyone has in their mind would be a happily ever after kind of thing with all e emotional and spiritual support u can get from the other half.
but still... it's kinda of misty...
& i'm really not that much bothered anymore if anyone decides to kill themselves, or just mutilate themselves in a fantastic display of unbalanced emotions because it is eventually their life they're ruining.
that's e power of living in a hostel. u start to wrap urself in air bubbles & then u practically lead ur own life, u cook ur own food, wash ur own dishes, plan ur own life. so staying @ home is a torture. because someone starts to rule over ur life & when u're 21, u dun feel like u have to listen to anyone anymore.
tt is my growing up... childish huh.
i shall thus represent my life in picture.
HAHA. can u imagine it? that such a thing actually exist??? LOL. WOOSH