let me sing ur song to slp

i'm sick!!! LOVE SICK! & e whole big freakin pt is i'm nt even in love!!!
or maybe i'm nt love sick. anyway, if u watch peter pan, jeremy sumpter is cute. but his wendy has a really wide mouth. she looks pretty frm some angles though. but guys seem to get uglier when they get older... I'M A PAEDOPHILE!!!


e sch is weird, i don't noe anyone there, e sch is small, e buffet wasn't as nice.
oh well. i'm looking forward to my work laptop! heh

离开我的旅行
it surprises me, how 2 ppl frm 2 different worlds can meet out of the so many millions of ppl living here, have so much fun & den stop all contacts all together. maybe it's like they always say in e movies. it's like as if it's a dream. but somehow they stay on u. one way or another. i know he'll say tt it's part of his plan, but for me, i always believe it to be a part of affinity.

so let me sing ur song to slp.

风中泪

《风中泪》

能共那苦中苦
难共那甜中甜
能过那生生死死般般险
难过那花花绿绿重重关
不问那千秋大业为何毁一旦
只叹那剑上血还是那么咸
风中泪还是那么酸

~~~
why do we take so long to apologise & hesitate to help?
because we try to shrug it off.
because we don't feel guilty enough.

Benazir Bhutto

"The subcontinent has lost an outstanding leader who worked for democracy and reconciliation in her country,"

Benazir Bhutto
21 June 1953 – 27 December 2007

"I find that whenever I am in power, or my father was in power, somehow good things happen. The economy picks up, we have good rains, water comes, people have crops. I think the reason this happens was that we want to give love and we receive love."


so christmas is over & new year's coming. once more, i've missed out e one chance to go to st andrew's cathedral when i went to city hall more than once durin e christmas period. guess wad, smthings are just nt fated. haha
anyway, the grinch is a nice show! where dr seuss attempts to tell us that xmas is more den giving presents. but heck, i've already use xmas as a reason to buy myself a $27 notebk & eat gd food.
THIS CANNOT BE HAPPENING TO MEEE! i'm actually spending more den i'm earning!!!
i've sworn tt i shall nt buy anything except necessities & eat cheap fd during my teaching stint in BEDOK.
& yes, despite dr seuss telling us presents r nt THAT important. having someone giving u cheapskate 10 yrs old pasar malan stuff means more than just e "present" alone cus we don't see sincerity, we don't see remorse, so since christmas is the time to forgive & forget. i shall forget such a gift & person even existed.

anyway, my lovely young brother loved e crystal heart so much tt he has carefully stashed it somewhere together with his other "treasures". o.o i swear tt no matter wad happens, i will nvr send him to maris stella.

Thankful

Thankful - Josh Groban

Somedays we forget
To look around us
Somedays we can't see
The joy that surrounds us
So caught up inside ourselves
We take when we should give.

So for tonight we pray for
What we know can be.
And on this day we hope for
What we still can't see.
It's up to us to be the change
And even though we all can still do more
There's so much to be thankful for.

Look beyond ourselves
There's so much sorrow
It's way too late to say
I'll cry tomorrow
Each of us must find our truth
It's so long overdue

Even with our differences
There is a place we're all connected
Each of us can find each other's light

So for tonight we pray for
What we know can be
And on this day we hope for
What we still can't see
It's up to us to be the change
And even though this world needs so much more

There's so much to be thankful for

school posting ARGHHHH!!!

I AM POSTED TO BEDOK!!! yar yar i retook my kindergarten school leaving examinations aka KSLE & was posted to BEDOK!!! URGH!
apparently bedok is just half and hrs bus ride away but u know... BEDOK!!!! it is so damn far tt i classify it under e category of e unreachables, just next to woodlands marsiling.
oh man this is killing me. but like ms yu dan said, i must take everything in a positive light.


recently, yudan is my new fav. HURHUR. some how, sitting there listen to smone give holy talk makes u feel holy too. i been out of touch with chinese for too long. which suxs cus i don't even know how to write chinese characters. ARHHHHHHHHHHH!

if u've managed to read till this paragraph, u must really love me alot cus i think i'm writing shit. as an EDUCATOR, THOU SHALL NT SWEAR, BUT WHAT DA HELL. oh god. kids these days r even more well versed in sex den i am so heck, they already hurl e word fuck at teachers at pri 2 lvl already, dun be surprised if they have sex before 10yrs old. i've already given up on e nxt generation. they creep e hell out of me. which is y i want to marry a korean, & give birth to a korean baby.

& i've been living such a carefree life with my last months as a teenager. 19 OMFG & nxt year i'll be a goner. i think everyone will hate me cus i'll be a civil servant. so it means that ur taxes will be my salary. HEH HEH HEH. don't u hate me now?
anyway, i still don't get e big deal abt global warming. if e earth dies, everyone dies, big deal. no one is really THAT concerned abt global warming yet. we print on millions of paper each day to remind others to stop e cuttin down of trees. we spends millions setting up a conference of how we can "improve global economy" & at the same time hope to go green to save e earth. i'm like WTF???!!! OH THE IRONY.
u either give up e economy or give up e earth. so honestly, stop e big talk abt protecting e earth. it's really bullshit.



say bye bye to our jerboa, isn't he a cute little thing? he hops, & he lives in e desert too. i dun noe why but when i see cute things, i feel like eating them. HEH

shoes

TADA! FAITH's SHOES!!! HAHAHA

they always say
put urself in someone else's shoes.

but of course i don't think anyone does tt
cus we tend to knowingly/unknowingly put ourselves first before others
& cus e shoe stinks.

yet when we constantly go thru e cycle of hate, forgiveness, or nt really forgiving nor forgetting, what we do, as a mechanism of self defense, or as a justification of hate, will keep living in e past at that specific point of time, when someone has failed us or just pissed us off.

we're always e victims, so why shld we forgive?

yet it is also for myself tt i realise, tt forigiving is such a hard thing to do. it's like in e supposedly eighteen lvl hell where e sinned will relive e most painful moment again & again & again & again.

e feeling suxs.

so let me try to find a reason to forgive ur ignorance, ur pathetic-ness, ur temper, ur unreasonable demands, ur greed, ur vanity & all

& take u as who u r, as what i see,

cus ur shoes stinks & so does mine too. XD

happy pms-ing, YANG SA MIN.

Voici mon secret - u're truly loved & not alone

my english is teh suxs. i haven update my blog, in a very intellectual way for what seems like years. damn even the previous sentence sounds wrong. TEACH ME ENGLISH PPL!

oh btw, have u wondered how businessmen survive overseas with such a small luggage. i just saw this businessman effortlessly pulling his bag into e check-in area with this damn friggin puny luggage and a passport in his hand while we were lugging our 5 bulky baggages & still feel like we haven't brought enough underwears, bras or shirts or wadever e shit. doesn't he need to bring extra clothes? wad abt underwear? i mean briefs? pyjamas? besides business meetings is he naked e rest of e time? HUH HUH HUH???

rich ppl drink a cup of hot coco for $48++ at e chocolate buffet & den ask for e bill.
rich ppl dun pee when they eat chocolate buffet.
i think rich ppl dun wear underwear. they wear gold plated diapers so they dun dare to pee in case they spoil their gold plated diapers.
i think rich ppl are screwed.

HEH. cus i'm nt rich. WHEEEE.

~~~

u noe e thing abt some friends. is that after knowing each other & sharing with them wad's really inside ur heart till e point where u're constantly thinking abt them & u can almost predict their behaviour that that ur friend becomes sort of a "lifestyle". it essentially becomes a part of who u've become which makes it so easy for u to feel at ease with each other without feeling tt time has passed between us. that we can just sit anywhere & start talking abt e ppl that have passed us by. & that once we start talking, we wld share our fears & relieve our burdens & laugh or cry abt what could have been or shld have been.

& when we part @ e end of e day, we'll feel energised to face new challenges in life, & know tt we're truly loved & not alone.

Voici mon secret. Il est très simple: on ne voit bien qu'avec le cœur. L'essentiel est invisible pour les yeux.
Here is my secret. It is very simple: It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye.