Tuesday, October 12, 2010

vinegar addict.

once every few months

i have to deal with very bad security and esteem issues.

like suddenly i'll think e whole world hates me

like suddenly i'll feel like i'm not being loved

like suddenly i'll feel that u're ignoring me

n i'll do crazy crazy things






n i'll get jealous like i'm fucking drinking a reservoir of vinegar.

n i'll whine that nobody loves me n nobody understands me.

i know ultimately this will be part of a phase, in fact, i face in like once every few months

so why am i still so UNSURE???

i am such a bastard.

the weeks are getting longerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

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