Sunday, February 03, 2008


i find myself loving to do these things again such as...

staring blankly into space before snapping back into reality

standing in front of the window and zoning out into the darkness

thinking about people whom i didn't think about for over a year

"traumatized" by events and people around me. things that i wish so hard for it not to happened has happened.

going to slightly more extreme mood swings

hating myself alot recently

thinking abt death & wanting people to regret what they've done to me

i find myself...

thinking alot.


e only thing i've been looking forward to is to borrow that damn cd from e library. HAH!

i'm scared because i know it's nt PMS but i really hope i'll be ok. i really hope...