~I would have you smile, not grief for those whose time has come

Im so sorry, 

U said

But of what use

After u have left me bleeding. 

Prodding me again and again

Of how right u were

How unfair i was

How i shouldve planned it better

But thats what people do when they are in pain

Keep planning and fighting to take control of every single thing in their life

Because they have lost so much else in one day

That all they can do is just fight back to control what's life in their lives

But u dont understand

After ive repeatedly told u to stop

U just dont

Until it's too late.