We move forward by doing difficult things. That's how you know you're moving forward.

this month has been especially difficult

alot of crying. just non stop crying

it's just very difficult to deal with the fact that i'm gonna be a year older and you wouldnt be there.

i've accumulate 2 years worth of little events and achievements that i want to share with you but i cant

n they said time would make things better

everyone lied i guess

i have tonnes of apologies i wish to make, tonnes of things i wish that i couldve done better and as the years become longer so does my list of i wish i couldve

it doesnt matter if i still have a partner or if i still have a mom. she's practically reminding us tt she's waiting to die.

n yes u loved us alot n made so many sacrifices. it's just very difficult to deal with life now that nobody is doing as much as u did anymore.