n i bid thee farewell

can i love u without giving up loneliness?

because i'm so accustomed to it that i'm afraid

that e process of getting use to its presence is going to kill me again

it's like i'm already preparing myself for the worse even though nthing has happened
yet
but then again
life has taught me never to expect anything to last forever
even family
things can just break down
any
other
day
any
time
of
the
day