u just need to trust me more.

i was busy fending off an over zealous victim of a apparent "failed relationship"
followed by a confession of sorts which i wasnt really prepared to hear
and we ended it off with a concerned friend getting agitated because we didn't see where each other was coming from

guess it hasnt been going well.

and yes when u're intentions are misunderstood there can only be alot frustration pent up inside because u start to wonder what u've done or said wrong to cause all this agitation and negativity.

i might be tat upset cus my pride was bruised. that u didn't believe me to be capable enough to look at this issue and deali with it in an appropraite manner.

i might be feeling down because i wish there was a way i could tell u that despite me sounding overly irrational and taking more chances with the unknown then i should have, that i did do my research, that i did think of what are the possibilities. i won't just jump into a fire without a fire-proof vest or not knowing how to get out of the fire alive or should i get burnt what are the other alternatives i can take to escape. so u don't have to worry because i don't want u to and i want u to trust that i can take care of myself.

u just need to trust me more.