bridge over troubled waters

"Oh, I don't reject your Christ. I love your Christ. It's just that so many of you Christians are so unlike your Christ."

supposedly by Ghandi.

a christian told me this. lol. lovely.

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no i dun get love. i think it's too mushy for me. i squirm when ppl start doing mushy mushy stuff. i wanna punch them. LOL. maybe it's jealousy. maybe it's cus i feel uncomfortable with PDAs. & i dun really need it. not now. i'm happy e way i am. lol. j dramas are enough. if not i can always find it in geylang. HURHUR. from how i see it, love is just a burden. a really huge burden spiritually, emotionally & financially.

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& i'm a selfish person. because i really can't stay going out with ppl i dun really know well or who don't have e same interest as me.. i dun want to feel guilty splurging on sights or doing things u wun get to do in sg while she doesn't even know what's her budget & yet at the same time say that she is broke. i'd rather go alone.

i am living a dream. MY dream. in my dream i will fly, i will soar. nothing will tie me down. nthing. so pls dun make me wake up.

5th may.

A Dream

A dream is a wish your heart makes
When you're fast asleep
In dreams you will lose your heartaches
Whatever you wish for, you keep

Have faith in your dreams and someday
Your rainbows will come smiling through
No matter how your heart is grieving
If you keep on believing
the dream that you wish will come true


i had a wonderful dream yest... pls make it come true... plsplsplsplspls

insomnia

i woke up @ 1a.m. with britney spear's 'circus' playing in my head...

the fucking continuous loops just wldn't stop. i wanted to cry...

i hate insomnia...

and now i'm addicted to facebook's restaurant city. HAHA

EXAMSSSSSSSSSSSSSS WOOHOOOOO....

pride

it is pride that makes u pass judgment on others

and it is pride too that will bring about ur downfall...

yang sa min, have some humility pls

a botlle of chicken essence. i am advertising. XD

a bottle of ji jing, with paper strewn all over the table, a laptop in the background, 4 windows on Microsoft word, one half done, one done to facilitate copying, the other two just random lines copied from here and there, the wall - e mug on the right with a cute hand drawn birthday card stuffed into it and a barney happy birthday party hat.

this is a crime scene. no one died.

it's 4am. i am brain dead. and have only written 870 out of 2000 words. if the look at it positively, 1500 is the min so life's not tt bad.

damn u for doing last min work. HAHA.

the party hat looks extremely forlorn on my table. but i can still smile from the events that happened two days ago. haha. the insanity of living in a hall, 4 people squeezing on the bed with me slping with face pressed against the wall so that my poor friends could sleep on whatever is left of the space on the bed. e insane cake made up of M&Ms (courtesy of my roommate) with 3 big candles?? HAHA. before i know it, i'm 30! LOL.

and e flooding of messages in my hp, my facebook, email from surprise surprise, my long lost US friend. HAHA. and there're farnnie ppl who keep wishing me happy birthday with exclamation marks again and again like they've caught an infectious diseases of happiness and they need to spread it me. i love them.

& my roommate and NIE mates bought me a day pack for my trip! i love my roomie lots and lots. haha. no wonder her bf was grinning farnniely when he wished me happy bday in e afternoon. LOL. the surprise home cooked meal didn't managed to make it's appearance in the end cus my roommate overslept. HAHA. but still, it was lovely.

it was MY day. LOL. they made sure i felt and understood that. even the lousy test didn't dampen my mood. and i'm so thankful for them. i tot i wld just rot in my hall on my 21st since most of e celebration was done over e wkends.

i'm still brimming with e overwhelming love u all gave me.
T H A N K Y O U

maybe adulthood wldn't be so bad after all. =)