hello 2017
it's been 2 years
ive been leaving bits and pieces of myself on fb that i dont really come here anymore.
convenience and instant gratification
u cant really be heard here. but then again why do u want to be heard?
things have changed. we're a lil more used to the fact that u are gone now though mum makes it a point to reopen that wound once in a while.
and then there's this marriage, house, kids and the standard fare that most couples go through. standard
mundane
apparently very necessary
the whole idea of a marriage has been baffling and sometimes i feel that i'm carrying the load of 2 instead of my own burdens.
why do we want to have a house, why do we need to have kids.
why is this world not enough for us that we need a physical anchor and mini versions of ourselves to prove that we are here.
and with all these responsibilities and promises.
where will i be?
where will my place be?
~I would have you smile, not grief for those whose time has come
