this month has been especially difficult
alot of crying. just non stop crying
it's just very difficult to deal with the fact that i'm gonna be a year older and you wouldnt be there.
i've accumulate 2 years worth of little events and achievements that i want to share with you but i cant
n they said time would make things better
everyone lied i guess
i have tonnes of apologies i wish to make, tonnes of things i wish that i couldve done better and as the years become longer so does my list of i wish i couldve
it doesnt matter if i still have a partner or if i still have a mom. she's practically reminding us tt she's waiting to die.
n yes u loved us alot n made so many sacrifices. it's just very difficult to deal with life now that nobody is doing as much as u did anymore.
