i wish i had time to think abt why this is hurting me so much
but it is not helping me that my exams are this wk
n u fucking hell had to come in n apologise me n shove me with e truth.
which was nothing new
but still hurt me like hell
it is better to be in denial.
that's why i'm a fucking athetist.
i'm so good at running away from things.
i can only hope i wun screw this exams. n i hate u A. ilamurugan.
i really really hate u.
n i'm so glad i didn't cut myself because of u. because e scars are so not worth it for u.