Thursday, May 22, 2008
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
孩子，妈妈永远爱你------
这是网上流传的一个帖子，我们没有办法核实真实性，但我们坚信，灾难面人性光芒的真实，它给了我们前行的力量。全文如下：
抢救人员发现她的时候，她已经死了，是被垮塌下来的房子压死的，透过那一堆废墟的的间隙可以看到她死亡的姿势，双膝跪着，整个上身向前匍匐着，双手扶着地支撑着身体，有些象古人行跪拜礼，只是身体被压的变形了。救援人员从废墟的空隙伸手进去确认了她已经死亡，又在冲着废墟喊了几声，用撬棍在在砖头上敲了几下，里面没有任何回应。当人群走到下一个建筑物的时候，救援队长忽然往回跑，边跑变喊“快过来”。他又来到她的尸体前，费力的把手伸进女人的身子底下摸索，他摸了几下高声的喊“有人，有个孩子 ，还活着”。
经过一番努力，人们小心的把挡着她的废墟清理开，在她的身体下面躺着她的孩子，包在一个红色带黄花的小被子里，大概有3、4个月大，因为母亲身体庇护着，他毫发未伤，抱出来的时候，他还安静的睡着，他熟睡的脸让所有在场的人感到很温暖。
随行的医生过来解开被子准备做些检查，发现有一部手机塞在被子里，医生下意识的看了下手机屏幕，发现屏幕上是一条已经写好的短信“亲爱的宝贝，如果你能活着，一定要记住我爱你”，看惯了生离死别的医生却在这一刻落泪了，手机传递着，每个看到短信的人都落泪了。
~I would have you smile, not grief for those whose time has come
Monday, May 05, 2008
OMG CAN U SENSE MY DESPAIR
i'm here marking scripts and everyone is getting wrong like they can't wait to give me marks!!!
JUST STAB ME. IS THE WHOLE LVL GOING TO FLUNK MATHS?????
ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
and i tot the paper is bloody hell easy!!! i mean that's wad i tot and that's wad e principal said too!!!
OMG KILL ME
Sunday, May 04, 2008
u know what....
u know what.... five months into this and i still feel very lost. and i've been getting into alot of trouble with the kids and the higher ups recently...
i cannot find anyone to talk to in sch. and all this is like my fault. or maybe it is my fault. even till now i know there are things that i must do but i have no idea what or things are just being thrown at me and i have to know how to do it immediately. no one is telling me where or when i have to do them, except for my another contract teacher who is kind enuff to tell me if i've remembered to do this or that of which 9 out of the 10 things i don't know.
i'm losing my motivation to work and i just wish for this to end. i wonder how my colleague felt the other time. and i know that i'm not the only one with this classroom management problem crap as well.
and i know the easiest way out of this shit is just to quit and then find another job or just another uni to study.
why have i held on until now? why can't i just let go?
what am i holding on for?
why can't i just die...
i cannot find anyone to talk to in sch. and all this is like my fault. or maybe it is my fault. even till now i know there are things that i must do but i have no idea what or things are just being thrown at me and i have to know how to do it immediately. no one is telling me where or when i have to do them, except for my another contract teacher who is kind enuff to tell me if i've remembered to do this or that of which 9 out of the 10 things i don't know.
i'm losing my motivation to work and i just wish for this to end. i wonder how my colleague felt the other time. and i know that i'm not the only one with this classroom management problem crap as well.
and i know the easiest way out of this shit is just to quit and then find another job or just another uni to study.
why have i held on until now? why can't i just let go?
what am i holding on for?
why can't i just die...
Thursday, May 01, 2008
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