this never ending road

someone told me life was about hanging on

i tot life was how to go abt going on.

it's this long stretch of winding road, like the delta of the river, people come & go from the road u're taking. sometimes, they stay a little longer with u, but nvr forever.

sometimes u dun feel like goin on cus u see no end. but sometimes u believe that beyond that bend, there's smthing better for u.

it's all in e head aint it. how u wanna go on. wether u wanna go on X)

i heart facebook

ironically, facebook is best place to stalk ur nemesis

& see if her status updates shows that she knows that u hate her/are avoiding her so tt u can change ur strategy in dealing with her accordingly to ur wimp & fancy. HAHA

i love facebook.

谁值得信

记得一部科幻的电视连续剧里面的主题曲，曾有这样的歌词

如果我们，变得更聪明，谁值得信。


摸不透你的想法。

我们，到底是你盘上的棋子，还是你沙场上的战友呢

人心是个无底洞

我，还是当初的我吗？

记得老师和我说过，
人是一直在改变的

现在的你，和昨天的你，也许是不同的一个人。

不知道为啥，他昨天的一句，“你呢，你变了吗？”却把我问倒了。

我，还是当初的我吗？

如果我，还是当初的我，那是件好事，还是坏事呢？


i always thought we were in a constant state of change.
maybe i was wrong...

自欺欺人

i'm off tanget again....

but i'm trying to tell myself that i'm going to survive this without any scars....

literally.

i need to check myself into a hospital.

simin u'll be fine.

玄

爱

这东西

很玄

当时的我们应该都是对彼此有好感吧

但为何没有开花结果，我也不是很清楚。

也许是觉得自己是不可能会有人爱的感觉，
或是认为说女孩子在谈恋爱的时候应该是处于被动的，
才会少了那份主动。

最近常想说自己也许没谈过恋爱，所以根本不晓得恋爱到底是啥感觉

今天看到他的留言，才突然觉得，爱，也许是对对方的一种思念，一种挂念

心里那一丝丝的甜，那一点点的温馨

这，

也许就是爱吧。


玄。

过山车

the roller coaster ride was fun while it lasted.

but sit on it for too long

u'll feel aimless, going in circles,

after which ur ass will start to hurt.

den u'd feel nauseous.




spare me.

exciting as it may be

i rather sit & watch u go up & down on it alone.