nothing but noise

it's scary
how i've let my life revolve ard u
unknowingly

the sudden realization
i do not like it
this
plan
making
revolving
ard
each
other
lives
intertwining 

and we are both slightly depressed by the prospects
that the physical bodies cant collide
but i guess i'm luckier than other LDRs
for now
we still have something to look forward to at the end of this year
n hopefully the next

n i fear it is only me n my imagination
for in my dreams we were doing quite the impossible 

- holding hands