change

change

means that there'll be things u'll look forward to.

it means u'll have to modify urself to suit e world.

it means u no longer shld be u...

educate

AHAHAHAHA

~I would have you smile, not grief for those whose time has come

~I would have you smile, not grief for those whose time has come

Don't u go anywhere

life

my shrink says get a life

my shrink (actually it's just my colleague lar, HAHA) tells me to get a bf before i become a full time teacher. but my point is, ISIT TT EASY???
*hysteria**foams*

anyway, i've this habit of talking to myself, in my head, alot. so i wld hear myself screaming to myself everyday, HELLO, AREN'T U DEAD YET? ARE U DEAD YET?? but of course this wld also be referring to some of e dearest ppl i know as well.

& my lovely korean kid has been getting into his mood swings lately. my sis thinks my relationship with him is getting to be all kinda of weird cus it's like bf & gf quarreling. HAHA. heck. he's just becoming more attention seeking. i think studying overseas makes u all kuku in e head.

but honestly, i'm nt really e social kind of shit. i stay @ home & play computer games. & learn hiragana, which i've been learning for e past few months while others take just wks. heck, i've been BUSY playing ok??


damn, someone just date me for badminton and make me happy lar.

i am happy

the only good thing abt being crazy, is tt u're narcissitic, & that being narcissitic will somehow make u see light in this world.

i am happy

i am happy

i am happy

HURHURHUR.

btw, anyone interested in buying the 3 LORD OF THE RINGS extended version vcd???!!! i'm desperate for a buyer!!! PLEASEEEE HELP!

the irony of being human

i love stupidity... humans r really stupid. face it & see e light. go save urself frm hell.

hello, karma's calling

if u're worried...

the long path to success

~I would have you smile, not grief for those whose time has come

what we need now...

taken from the bitter stickgirl

Sherman's Lagoon

HEAVEN

HEAVEN

Fish (fly-replete, in depth of June,
Dawdling away their wat'ry noon)
Ponder deep wisdom, dark or clear,
Each secret fishy hope or fear.
Fish say, they have their Stream and Pond;
But is there anything Beyond?
This life cannot be All, they swear,
For how unpleasant, if it were!
One may not doubt that, somehow, Good
Shall come out of Water and of Mud;
And, sure, the reverent eye must see
A Purpose in Liquidity.
We darkly know, by Faith we cry,
The future is not Wholly Dry.
Mud unto mud! - Death eddies near -
Not here the appointed End, not here!
But somewhere, beyond Space and Time,
Is wetter water, slimier slime!
And there (they trust) there swimmeth One
Who swam ere rivers were begun,
Immense, of fishy form and mind,
Squamous, omnipotent, and kind;
And under that Almighty Fin,
The littlest fish may enter in.
Oh! never fly conceals a hook,
Fish say, in the Eternal Brook,
But more than mundane weeds are there,
And mud, celestially fair;
Fat caterpillars drift around,
And Paradisal grubs are found;
Unfading moths, immortal flies;
And the worm that never dies.
And in that Heaven of all their wish,
There shall be no more land, say fish.
- Rupert Brooke

when commuting on a busy train...

ohhh... anyway, i heard jay & fei yu qing's song 千里之外. think it's wonderful & finally i can heard jay's real voice, nt e rapsy blurry voice tt he uses to rap most of e time.

i pity u. ur stupidity, ur ignorance, ur stubborness, ur selfishness. for that, i pity u.
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Top Crimes Committed in Fairy Tales

1. Unlawful demolition of straw houses

2. Illegal consumption of grandmothers

3. Abandonment of children in the woods

4. Inter-species romance

5. Conversion of humans into amphibians without a licence

6. Offering poisoned fruit

7. Tricking little children into trading their livestock for ‘magic beans’

8. Grand Theft Pumpkin

9. Outraging the modesty of women by kissing them without their consent when they are in a magically-induced coma

10. Breaking and entering, followed by theft of porridge

11. Failure to pay musicians for pest control services

12. Employing elves without paying foreign worker levy

13. Distorting the truth and undermining confidence in the monarchy by writing a column suggesting that the Emperor has no clothes on

ways to extort money...

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Ode to the National Day Fireworks Festival

Over the skies of South Marina
Near the National Arena
Teams from all over the world
Their sparkling rockets all unfurled
Gaping at the lights and thunder
Do you even stop to wonder
Just how much it is a shame
To see so much cash go up in flame?
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u are acting like an idiot

yesh with regards to narcissistic & attention seeking ppl, this is especially dedicated to U!
yes dun turn ur head ard to see if it's someone else. it's U U U!

it doesn't matter if u are manipulative or nt, it doesn't matter if u have "connections" or nt, it doesn't matter if u have "skill" or nt. stop thinking for once u rock (which i understand is impossible for u since u thrive on being a rock)

u noe wad, u'll end up hurting urself e most. hurting wadever image that is left of u. u continue to be enclose in ur own world of greatness. the truth is u can't manipulate ppl forever. unless e other person u manipulate is a narcissist like u too. den hallelujah. or else, ppl will move on, & u'll always be left there. just there.

for ppl who've been manipulated or have come into contact with such asses, some to e extent of bastards. i can only say tt i have learnt some most important lessons in my life & i've grown much stronger & independent too. so don't take it as u've fell, take it as u've been given smthing to aid u in ur journey of growing & learning.

so keep learning & keep moving forward...
some ppl are just not worth ur time...

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updates on my ahmah

my ahmah has also gone on a attention seeking strike, refusing to eat food, wanting to swallow her dentures to choke herself, wanting to strangle herself etc...

guess she's just depressed she can't walk. i hate tt stupid maid. she pays more attention to her bf den to my grandma... like HELLO?? we didn't hire u to let u have a chance to get a bf. & it's because she was too obsesses with her bf that my ahmah fell okay? dun noe why they still keeping her.

URGH.

i sound like a bimbo!!!! *stabs myself*

shhh... i'm pottering

yes 4 those assholes who keep telling me to study & are also e ones who keep bloody damn it disturb me, fuck urselves, drown in e swimming pool, & say hi to me when u're in hell.
i repeat, if u're younger den me, & nt my sis, fuck off abt my studies, i've ate more salt den u've eaten more rice so fuck off bastards....

ok i'm just nt in gd mood because mr carrot took my 5 mins off preprelims & i was halfway thru my SEA essay. i dun want to treat e whole class to a drink just because i didn't get 20 marks ok? what do u think i am? a water cooler?

& my diet of binge eating is getting worse. my weight is hovering dangerously near 60kg & i don't believe tt it's because i've grown taller. i look like i'm freaking 3 mths pregnant & it's nt funny to have salesperson call u aunty.
this aunty at e accupunture centre thought i was pri 5. please just don't talk to me @ all.

please excuse me, my brain needs to shit....

what is success?

for my dear friends who feel very demoralised & stressed by e )(*#$# exams, here's smthing to boost ur ego.
MUAHAHA

to nyjc, thanks. i have 3 pre-prelims like wad da fuck is pre prelims & i have 1 test. thanks babes.

now please excuse me while i compare myself to an ant & feel successful.