so where are we now love?

i'm srry i gave in more than i should
but tt's life
n it's vices
so what i can do now
is to know what i can do to stop going even further

so that question did the trick
what are we now
and u cldn't give me a reply
u gave me a series of definitions
fine with me
let's play by ur rules then

n u think u understand me
that i am predictable
but maybe i was predictable because i was so afraid of losing u after u came back
because suddenly u became real to me


but not anymore
u may be blinded by ur feelings of love or lust
but i'm more blinded by fear
and the things abt u that don't make sense at all