shoes

TADA! FAITH's SHOES!!! HAHAHA

they always say
put urself in someone else's shoes.

but of course i don't think anyone does tt
cus we tend to knowingly/unknowingly put ourselves first before others
& cus e shoe stinks.

yet when we constantly go thru e cycle of hate, forgiveness, or nt really forgiving nor forgetting, what we do, as a mechanism of self defense, or as a justification of hate, will keep living in e past at that specific point of time, when someone has failed us or just pissed us off.

we're always e victims, so why shld we forgive?

yet it is also for myself tt i realise, tt forigiving is such a hard thing to do. it's like in e supposedly eighteen lvl hell where e sinned will relive e most painful moment again & again & again & again.

e feeling suxs.

so let me try to find a reason to forgive ur ignorance, ur pathetic-ness, ur temper, ur unreasonable demands, ur greed, ur vanity & all

& take u as who u r, as what i see,

cus ur shoes stinks & so does mine too. XD

happy pms-ing, YANG SA MIN.