i think
we're just holding for old times sake
n cus i've long given up on who we used to be
there seems to be less depth then what was originally there.
we just drift on
Saturday, October 16, 2010
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
vinegar addict.
once every few months
i have to deal with very bad security and esteem issues.
like suddenly i'll think e whole world hates me
like suddenly i'll feel like i'm not being loved
like suddenly i'll feel that u're ignoring me
n i'll do crazy crazy things
just
to
get
ur
attention
n i'll get jealous like i'm fucking drinking a reservoir of vinegar.
n i'll whine that nobody loves me n nobody understands me.
i know ultimately this will be part of a phase, in fact, i face in like once every few months
so why am i still so UNSURE???
i am such a bastard.
the weeks are getting longerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
i have to deal with very bad security and esteem issues.
like suddenly i'll think e whole world hates me
like suddenly i'll feel like i'm not being loved
like suddenly i'll feel that u're ignoring me
n i'll do crazy crazy things
just
to
get
ur
attention
n i'll get jealous like i'm fucking drinking a reservoir of vinegar.
n i'll whine that nobody loves me n nobody understands me.
i know ultimately this will be part of a phase, in fact, i face in like once every few months
so why am i still so UNSURE???
i am such a bastard.
the weeks are getting longerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
Saturday, October 09, 2010
lesbatrons pwns gaylords
things have been going well for me
although i do predict that it's going to end pretty soon with my maths test this wk
i've stooped to writing boring wkly updates of my life.
which also equals to very much nothing at all.
~~
if anything, i'm just wondering guys are the weirdest creatures on earth
one minute u can be not talking to each other for months
the nxt minute u "pour out ur heart" to him
oh so poor thing u simin
now we're behaving like good frens again
the key word here is "behaving like"
maybe we're both just deluded.
n yes, i am still very much peeved by mr gaylord. but den again. mr gaylord has no balls. so i shall forgive u. poor gaylord.
although i do predict that it's going to end pretty soon with my maths test this wk
i've stooped to writing boring wkly updates of my life.
which also equals to very much nothing at all.
~~
if anything, i'm just wondering guys are the weirdest creatures on earth
one minute u can be not talking to each other for months
the nxt minute u "pour out ur heart" to him
oh so poor thing u simin
now we're behaving like good frens again
the key word here is "behaving like"
maybe we're both just deluded.
n yes, i am still very much peeved by mr gaylord. but den again. mr gaylord has no balls. so i shall forgive u. poor gaylord.
Monday, October 04, 2010
i think i am a fucking retard
like it takes me a fucking day to get really mad at u.
it's never at that point of time.
i'll just take that blow in e face without knowing it
before taking a few hours to realised i've been hit
n hurting real bad
u most probably will know or maybe never know at all
cus i'll start shooting arrows at u,
retorts, sarcasm on facebook, blogs n fuck what have u
den i'll just slowly
ignore
u
n
hate
u
more
i fucking hate myself
like it takes me a fucking day to get really mad at u.
it's never at that point of time.
i'll just take that blow in e face without knowing it
before taking a few hours to realised i've been hit
n hurting real bad
u most probably will know or maybe never know at all
cus i'll start shooting arrows at u,
retorts, sarcasm on facebook, blogs n fuck what have u
den i'll just slowly
ignore
u
n
hate
u
more
i fucking hate myself
sriously
sometimes, i expect u to know me better.
even though we're nt twins n stuff.
den u're telling me crazy things like nono singlehood is better
or like get a bf
no shit.
look at nie, or wait, i'm nt even interested.
e only reason why i really want a bf is cus it's fucking getting on my nerves tt i can't get one.
it's a commodity, not a fucking compulsory want.
nvm. have fun with ur kenny boy.
sometimes, i expect u to know me better.
even though we're nt twins n stuff.
den u're telling me crazy things like nono singlehood is better
or like get a bf
no shit.
look at nie, or wait, i'm nt even interested.
e only reason why i really want a bf is cus it's fucking getting on my nerves tt i can't get one.
it's a commodity, not a fucking compulsory want.
nvm. have fun with ur kenny boy.
Friday, October 01, 2010
oh happy day
today's presentation was a high pt, of sorts, despite me being a chin wag :P and a blundering idiot, eating my words n stuff
ellen n hugh laurie's youtube video entertained the class, russell brand did his thang abt e coca cola advert, n we were constantly entertained by singaporeans trying to fake an american accent.
we oso had ms sng with her fake survey of 20 children, which she would later gloat abt, cus we refused to present that fake survey, but satan was highly impressed tt we even bothered to do a survey.
satan said that she "had never seen anything quite like it" or smthing along those lines.
n u have ppl walking up to us after class n saying our presentation was awesomely cool.
maybe cus no one did a project on american accents in singapore before. we loathe it but we dun research on it.
so in some ways, yeah, e 3 of us worked just fine. in fact i dun think i've done anything like this.
just.happy.
=)
ellen n hugh laurie's youtube video entertained the class, russell brand did his thang abt e coca cola advert, n we were constantly entertained by singaporeans trying to fake an american accent.
we oso had ms sng with her fake survey of 20 children, which she would later gloat abt, cus we refused to present that fake survey, but satan was highly impressed tt we even bothered to do a survey.
satan said that she "had never seen anything quite like it" or smthing along those lines.
n u have ppl walking up to us after class n saying our presentation was awesomely cool.
maybe cus no one did a project on american accents in singapore before. we loathe it but we dun research on it.
so in some ways, yeah, e 3 of us worked just fine. in fact i dun think i've done anything like this.
just.happy.
=)
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